You ever dream shit that so clear it like it real but what going on makes no fucking sense at the time then a few months later you find yourself in that exact same situation? I know everyone thinks im w tad crazy but I swear this has happened to me multiple times. The problem is I can never decipher it until all a sudden I’m in the dream situation! Mostly I don’t dream a real lot or don’t remember them, I’m also an incredibly violent sleeper so I’m sure I don’t even want to know! It’s calmed down some as I’ve gotten older but I used to destroy my run in sleep as a kid, then I was always nervous sleeping in same bed with my woman as everyone I ever been with has hit or kicked by me hard enough it woke me up, I felt so awful every time!! Then in prison I would scare the fuck out my bunk mate cause I would unload on the metal rack every now and again, I always be like “sorry bro don’t mean to wake you”, “he be like holy shit man you ok, that had to hurt” I’m like fuck yea it hurts!!! lol.
So lot my sentence was spent at one these bull shit work camps they have in Mississippi to use ya as free labor, you were classified a violent offender for any drug charge above possession, so distributing, trafficking, etc etc we were “violent offenders” of course that way they could jack up our sentences plus the state got extra money for housing violent offenders! We were so violent they sent us out all over the city with little to no supervision doing free labor!! Anyways if you be oversleeping in morning they come by and wake you up, there was this old ass white gaurd who mostly liked me cause he a old rasist from Mississippi and he didn’t realize my white skin was just camouflage! Anyways I wake up one morning and this old fuck is standing back bout 6 feet from me with his hand on his gun looking scared to death! I was instantly like “I have no idea what happened sir, I’m sorry for whatever I did or if I scared you but I’m awake now and mean you no harm, you can’t touch me in my sleep sir, I’m sorry I can’t control it”! Luckily he didn’t shoot me. No clue what happened but he was shook, I’m super lucky I was white!!
Then when I had the surgery for my detached retina few years back they didn’t put me all way under but whatever they gave me I was out when we go into room, next thing ya know all the dr’s are standing way back looking scared so had to break out my line again: “im so sorry, blah blah blah, I should have warned you guys what could happen when you attempt to wake me up, I promise it all good now!”
Maybe ppl are right about me, im def a little bit gone!! Lol